When I got diagnosed it took a while to come to terms with it because I’ve always felt this way. It’s strange having all the happiness I can remember occurring simultaneously as being clinically suicidal. Almost feels more hopeless after being diagnosed because turns out I’m just like this and that’s how it’s gonna be going forward.
I discovered this week that i might have been depressed for 7 years, dunno how i didnt notice, i just thought i was lazy as hell
When I got diagnosed it took a while to come to terms with it because I’ve always felt this way. It’s strange having all the happiness I can remember occurring simultaneously as being clinically suicidal. Almost feels more hopeless after being diagnosed because turns out I’m just like this and that’s how it’s gonna be going forward.
don’t sell yourself short. you are probably depressed and lazy.
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