A lot of times, I really really hate change. When I have a good thing going, the possibility of change makes me really anxious and sometimes depressed.
But when I’m in a bad spot? It’s really really fucking hard, but I know eventually it will change. Will it change for the better or change for the worse? You can’t know, but there’s at least a chance that your situation will change some day, and there is a chance it will get better. It has got me going through some really very incredibly dark times where I really wanted to end my life. I still struggle with that now and then, but it’s always good to have the thought of chance in the back of your mind.
For me? The fact that life always changes.
A lot of times, I really really hate change. When I have a good thing going, the possibility of change makes me really anxious and sometimes depressed.
But when I’m in a bad spot? It’s really really fucking hard, but I know eventually it will change. Will it change for the better or change for the worse? You can’t know, but there’s at least a chance that your situation will change some day, and there is a chance it will get better. It has got me going through some really very incredibly dark times where I really wanted to end my life. I still struggle with that now and then, but it’s always good to have the thought of chance in the back of your mind.