I’ve been desiring to get back into videography as a hobby for a few years now. And after I upgraded my smartphone to a Galaxy S23+, which has greater camera sensors than my previous Pixel 2, I knew it was time to get myself a phone gimbal. I chose to go with the Hohem iSteady M7. It’s got a learning curve to it that I wasn’t expecting, really. So I’m still better learning and remembering how to use it still. Should be fun though, in a month from now.

I’m drawing a blank on songs with medical lyrics, except for Weird Al Yankovic - Like A Surgeon. While it has medical lyrics, it is not suitable for a celebration. Though… maybe you could find a desire and a way to use it.

As for songs that make you feel like you have or will thrive in a chaotic environment, I came up with the following:

The Interrupters - Title Holder

Rise Against - Give It All

w-what?

Jesus dressing??

The lattory is a ‘Stupid Person Tax.’ Meaning that stupid people throw their money at it because they buy into the feeling versus the logic behind it. “The overall odds of winning a prize are 1 in 24.9. The odds of winning the jackpot are 1 in 292.2 million.” source

You had better odds of you, a sperm cell, fertilizing your mother’s egg, than you do currently of winning the Powerball jackpot.

How much sperm is in semen? A typical sperm count may range from 15 million to more than 200 million per milliliter of semen

Let that info sink in for a moment.

oh and also, therapy

Yeah, I need to comment that no one should be using BetterHelp or the like, if you care about your personal and/or sensitive data being stolen in a breach. BetterHelp already had privacy issues that came to light. 1 2 3

I have my moments of joy in life. But I still suck at it, IMO.

Life.

Well, I’m surprised that I only recognized two artists in the full list. And I even did a second pass on it. I recognized Marc Rebillet and Björk out of all of them.

I’m open to suggestions on where this content would better fit and reach the most people.

For the record, this community doesn’t have a rule against this kind of content, which even I was surprised by while looking for a community to post to.

It’s Always Sunny in Philadelphia - Gun Fever Too: Still Hot (Season 9 Episode 2)

I recognize EFF (Electronic Frontier Foundation) but I didn’t recognize the others. What is IA and FSF?

They are definitely not supposed to look like that. Call your doctor/primary care right away. It looks like an allergic reaction of some sort. Call your primary care.

You’re welcome. Finding a suitable community to share them on was a bit of a challenge. Thankfully, this community’s rules are open to such things being shared.

1. Thanks for not Rick Rolling us.
2. There is and will always be, those who don’t get it.

After working several months at a grocery store that was supposed to ‘just keep me busy for a time’ while I looked for a better job and allowed me time to study digital marketing, I soon found myself in a dark place.

I was working at a grocery chain, making only the state minimum wage at the age of 29. I had no intention of keeping it more than three months, and intended to obtain a handful of digital marketing certifications and finish a course I had just purchased, all while working there. But depression, my ADHD-I, self-worth issues, hopelessness, loneliness, and anxiety… all got in my way. I found myself dreading going to work. I dreaded this becoming my long term future. Just over a month in (is my best guess,) is when I started to get suicidal ideations. I knew I needed to change things, but nearly all of the things that would help seemed unreachable for me. I fought myself for weeks, as to whether I was being unreasonable about my situation, or was there really a valid reason to quit and go back to working some temp jobs, while I pieced things together more. Unfortunately, my self-esteem had suffered some hits from my job before. And now I just felt stuck in a crappy life, all over again. Just working dead end jobs, and just to make that ‘all mighty dollar.’ My soul was in rough shape, and I felt like I was losing my mind as the days passed. I started to experience a higher and more pressing suicidal ideation, while at work and at home. I wanted out so badly, and was so ashamed of where I was in my life that I was considering death over any other alternatives. I bought into a lot of the falsehoods that my depression spoke. And I just never seemed to be able to stay afloat long enough to get out.

I ended up being fired after working there for 7 months and having been switched twice to other job positions, then working as a cashier. I had a lot of mixed feelings about it. Glad that I could move on, but knew that I personally didn’t have anything to fall back on right away. I learned a lot about myself from that whole experience, but the majority only came to me years later. Such as, it takes a lot for me to find a job, and once I have it, I won’t easily move on. Even if it’s heavily wearing on my mental health. It kinda broke something inside of me, and it would take almost a year before I started working again.

Many other things happened after that, but the main thing was, I started taking my mental health level very seriously. I wasn’t going to allow for a paycheck, to destroy what I had been building up for years and years to have. I wasn’t going to allow myself to sink so deep ever again!

I remember there being an app called RealPlayer that my brothers had installed on our family computer back in late 1990 or 2000. There, you select a 320pi that was streamed to you via the internet. Could that be what you’re thinking of?

edit: I did some searching and this very useful Timeline of online video, which might be helpful in your search.